You breezed into my life one Fine summery Morning ,through the casual pleasantries and numbers exchanged not once did I have the faintest idea that one day this very soul would be the reason for me to be writing this note...
Through the grueling excruciating summers ,when everything else ceases to exist you were a lease of life (quite literally) ,you taught me look beyond the dark barren parched lands...you taught me to smile more like you became the reason for more like you become the reason for me to smile again...
as time passed with each day I got to know you a little more or so i Thought, but you still are a mystery to me as for me you instantly read my mind, even without saying much...gradually before I knew it I was falling for you, you made me feel loved ,wanted and most importantly secure again....
As I grow immensely attached and fond of you, I hate the fact that I have no control over this..I hate the fact that you still care about her...That she still matters to you...hate the fact that you are as clueless as I am where this is headed...I hate the fact that you will be leaving in a few months...I hate to think of not having you around...hate to think of just missing you....
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close?
Not even a little bit?
Not even at all……..
