Monday, May 31, 2010

Long Endless Summer.....

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.....

Lonesome, Lonely, lost,teary eyed,....all that and much more that's nearly what I currently feel. The last few days haven’t been easy biding adieus, final goodbyes, farewell parties, the last minute catching, revisiting old memories. Yes the crazy never ending packing. For a moment or two it did feel like as if, it was I who was leaving and going to some alien land.... But well it wasn't me more like a close circle of friends who are well leaving, some going to different cities, and some leaving the country all together. Some go in search of work, while for few others it’s the academic calling, while for few others its just another traveling spree hoping to connect with their souls and explore a whole new side to their personalities, while for some they have no say as such as they oft migrating literally to different shores. Whatever be the reason the emptyness...The feeling of vacuum always remains the same. Whether its me or my loved ones leaving the pain, the anguish and numb feeling of seeing packed bags...,empty homes, cheerful smiles replaced by moist eyes and choked emotions
goodbyes to all the merry days, non stop chatter, endless summer fun....goodbye!!
will miss you guys a lot ...hopefully all those bittersweet memories shared shall remain ...or well just might be replaced by newer ones, newer people, many more stories, many more lives, million more moments to live and treasure each day good luck to each one of us and literally a new beginning cheers :)) Indeed the summer has come to an end...