You breezed into my life one Fine summery Morning ,through the casual pleasantries and numbers exchanged not once did I have the faintest idea that one day this very soul would be the reason for me to be writing this note...
Through the grueling excruciating summers ,when everything else ceases to exist you were a lease of life (quite literally) ,you taught me look beyond the dark barren parched lands...you taught me to smile more like you became the reason for more like you become the reason for me to smile again...
as time passed with each day I got to know you a little more or so i Thought, but you still are a mystery to me as for me you instantly read my mind, even without saying much...gradually before I knew it I was falling for you, you made me feel loved ,wanted and most importantly secure again....
As I grow immensely attached and fond of you, I hate the fact that I have no control over this..I hate the fact that you still care about her...That she still matters to you...hate the fact that you are as clueless as I am where this is headed...I hate the fact that you will be leaving in a few months...I hate to think of not having you around...hate to think of just missing you....
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close?
Not even a little bit?
Not even at all……..
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Monday, May 31, 2010
Long Endless Summer.....
All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.....
Lonesome, Lonely, lost,teary eyed,....all that and much more that's nearly what I currently feel. The last few days haven’t been easy biding adieus, final goodbyes, farewell parties, the last minute catching, revisiting old memories. Yes the crazy never ending packing. For a moment or two it did feel like as if, it was I who was leaving and going to some alien land.... But well it wasn't me more like a close circle of friends who are well leaving, some going to different cities, and some leaving the country all together. Some go in search of work, while for few others it’s the academic calling, while for few others its just another traveling spree hoping to connect with their souls and explore a whole new side to their personalities, while for some they have no say as such as they oft migrating literally to different shores. Whatever be the reason the emptyness...The feeling of vacuum always remains the same. Whether its me or my loved ones leaving the pain, the anguish and numb feeling of seeing packed bags...,empty homes, cheerful smiles replaced by moist eyes and choked emotions
goodbyes to all the merry days, non stop chatter, endless summer fun....goodbye!!
will miss you guys a lot ...hopefully all those bittersweet memories shared shall remain ...or well just might be replaced by newer ones, newer people, many more stories, many more lives, million more moments to live and treasure each day good luck to each one of us and literally a new beginning cheers :)) Indeed the summer has come to an end...
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin', it's early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die.....
Lonesome, Lonely, lost,teary eyed,....all that and much more that's nearly what I currently feel. The last few days haven’t been easy biding adieus, final goodbyes, farewell parties, the last minute catching, revisiting old memories. Yes the crazy never ending packing. For a moment or two it did feel like as if, it was I who was leaving and going to some alien land.... But well it wasn't me more like a close circle of friends who are well leaving, some going to different cities, and some leaving the country all together. Some go in search of work, while for few others it’s the academic calling, while for few others its just another traveling spree hoping to connect with their souls and explore a whole new side to their personalities, while for some they have no say as such as they oft migrating literally to different shores. Whatever be the reason the emptyness...The feeling of vacuum always remains the same. Whether its me or my loved ones leaving the pain, the anguish and numb feeling of seeing packed bags...,empty homes, cheerful smiles replaced by moist eyes and choked emotions
goodbyes to all the merry days, non stop chatter, endless summer fun....goodbye!!
will miss you guys a lot ...hopefully all those bittersweet memories shared shall remain ...or well just might be replaced by newer ones, newer people, many more stories, many more lives, million more moments to live and treasure each day good luck to each one of us and literally a new beginning cheers :)) Indeed the summer has come to an end...
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