they say a man without dreams is like a bird without wings who can no longer fly, dreams hmmmmmmmmmm what would i have ever done without them??? to me dreams are my own little sheltered world, my private cocoon its wy out of the reach of the real world its "MY WORLD" and retrive to it at the drop of a hat
yeah my very own bizarre yet idealistic world wer there are my little freinds the obnoxious pixies,the adorable elves and the most loving fariy godmothers wat more can i ask for?? all of running around like carefree little souls ,letting the wild wildereness caress our tender skins , lettin the raindrops splash wid dat calm fervour while we continue to play hide n seek wid the goblins, or well its just me sitting high mountain top watching the crimson skies change color ,watching the birds enjoying their hurried journey back home there i sit whispering sweet nothings to the blooming flowers around me who now saying their last goodbyes for the nite .Ther i sit all alone welcoming the exuberant nite sky and her sparkling family there they come to give me company hmmmmmm and sit awestruck by her beauty or maybe there i am sitting near the stagnant stream wipping my heart out , hoping to heal my wounds and heal my scars alas!! the wounds are to way to deep so are the scars refusing to heal........., i try picking myself each time only to see myself falling dwn again keep staring at the blank reflection that just what if what if "he" came along and ......., well wat if could just run upto him and give him the biggest and warmest hug ever and just tell him that hav had this huge crush on him and totally crazy abt him forever i dunno wat it is or why i feel this way bt it werid and amazing hmmmm say its love who knws if it is so be it, well yeah its my own dream world i am happy here call me an escapist if you like i dun care its ony this plc that i can jst be me hmmm maybe its also the only plc i can hup 2 seek love and maybe proably the only plc am nt afraid of literally letting go of all my inhibitions and jst being able to love in my own way ,coz well the real world not for me or guess ppl like me its tough out ,there no denying that hmmmmm we are ppl we jst seek happiness thr these mere dreamz well for one i knw i have been hurt a zillion times befr and this is the only plc am sure wont be hurt ever again , its scary i mean the real world never relly accepts the "REAL U" its werid at least here its jst me n my my cretive imagination am free 2 do wat i like , wen i like and choose 2 fall in love and even live it widout any fear of rejection,hurt,pain hmmmmmmm wat more can i ask for??? aftr arent dreams made of this well guess couldnt really be complaining on dat so there i go again my eyes shut my fav track (u feel up my senses -john dever) playing in background and there i sit just starin blankly into my own world ,my eyes turn mosit once again there goes a tear drop .........and silently keep hoping that maybe just maybe someday he knws i exist!!
